liza muses:

I'm not big on hospital actually. I hate it. But somehow, this year most of my time had been spent in a hospital. If not me, it'll be one of my children. Since 13th June 2007, my fourth child Muhammad Ihsan has been warded at the Hospital Pusrawi due to a swollen lymph node at the back of his neck. The doctor says it could be anything from simple bacterial infection to (the worst case scenario) lymphoma, a cancer of the lymphatics. Ihsan has been having the swelling for nearly a month now, and he's been on antibiotics eversince then, but the swelling had not yet subsided. And the doctor has given another week to wait, if the swelling is still there by next week, Ihsan will have to undergo a biopsy of the swollen lymph node. Hopefully he'll get better by this week.

Pramugara Yang Terlampau and No Backbone

liza muses:

What? What? Again?

I'm not asking that about him anyway. I'd like to ask the girl who got video-recorded doing shameful acts with him: Just what were you thinking? You knew he got a bad record already (his previous Kisah Penghidupan Seorang Pramugara Yang Terlampau was widespread and it created quite a stir and that time). OK, so you were blindly in love with him maybe, but what? What are the reasons that made you agreed to do it????

I just don't understand it. So people say Cinta itu Buta, when you're in love you give everything like Jiwa dan Raga and all... it's bullshit you know. I do love others, but don't we have the responsibility to love ourselves first? Think about it. Think before we act; will the act that we are pursuing cause any bodily, emotional, financial, spiritual harm to ourselves? If it does, why continue? OK, so you've done it, and it was a mistake, can you repair it before it's too late? I'm not saying that I've never made a mistake in my life, actually I did a lot. But I learned from them, I try not repeat the same mistake twice. You can also take examples of other people's mistakes. The news is actually a good source of people's mistakes.

Oh God, now I've become a rambling, babbling, nagging grandmother. Not grandmother, not yet, mother maybe.

By the way, I will be discharged from the hospital today. Yippee! I didn't have to bribe the good doctor anyway. Anyway, I don't know where have two pieces of my backbone gone, they replaced them with super titanium clips, so now, I'm nearly 0.3% a cyborg. Yippee again! I just hope that the scanner at the airport doesn't go buzz when I get thru it.